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Friday, February 06, 2026

The Pagan Magic of the Walnut Tree

There’s something about Italy that makes people want to believe in magic again. On witch-hunts, wish-granting, and what happens when modern women chase ancient magic

between Salerno and Benevento, a walnut tree grows somewhere in the mountains, waiting for the next group of women foolish enough to ask it for something.

There is a walnut tree that grows over a gorge in the mountains between Salerno and Benevento. I know this because I danced around it with four other women on a Thursday afternoon, and the universe answered back.

Saturday, January 31, 2026

The Ghost World Between Mountains

Formula 1 track in the fog

That world where you’re never quite sure if you’re the hedgehog searching for something, or if you’re the thing being searched for.


The weather in Biella was miserable—not just cold, but the kind of cold that settles into your bones and whispers that winter has come to stay.

Friday, January 23, 2026

The Shepherd's Mathematics or The Miracle of Natural Food

I was writing a text for prospects, agricultural companies, offering them a promotion of their products – vegetables, meat, honey, wine... Suddenly, I had the idea to tell it to you as a parable...


Wednesday, January 14, 2026

Snowlit Milan City Chant

Milan, in this post’s focus, is a beautiful, snowy city, and its secrets are revealed here. 

We created this winter song inspired by photos of Milan and Moscow, me and Perplexity


Snowflakes dance on lamplight gold,

City veins in silver cold.
Windows glow, a whispered spell,
Evening's beauty, pure and fell.
Breathe the frost, embrace the night—
Winter's kiss, pure delight!

Continue with me on our discovery Milan walk here:

https://exegi.substack.com/p/snowlit-city-chant

Sunday, January 11, 2026

To Pass Through the Fog

I wrote this story many years ago, when I was (yet again) in the situation described here. It's happened to me many times. But I still believe it's written accurately. A small, small, impossibly small man stood before a wall of fog.

Psychology of the state of depression

It seemed the entire world lay ahead of him—a vast, impossible Universe rising from the earth at his feet and stretching into infinity. These clouds, so voluminous, like immense feather pillows, these billowing masses of fog.

Around him and behind, there was nothing. No one. He stood alone before the infinite. Leaving everything THERE.

There, far away, where no road led back, remained earthly life—so simple, so flawed, so comprehensible and familiar.

He caught himself not fully grasping the finality of this step.

Continue reading https://exegi.substack.com/p/to-pass-through-the-fog

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