Maybe you understand my wish to show you these photos. It's something absolutelly incredible in my life. My image of romanticism and dream. It's my fable castel. The life is to live just to see these marvels. And many others, clear. I think too much about death in the last period. Different persons I know are ill and dead from cancer. But the life continue with it's splendid manifestations. The spring continue.
Till today I said: I don't want to know what I have. When the time to die comes, I'll die but I don't want to ruin my existance thinking about it.
Maybe it's not very clever idea. These thoughts convinced me to go to the meditian tomorrow...