there’s a heavy cloud inside my head
I’m sitting here in the boring room
It’s just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I’m wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I’m hanging around
I’m waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I’m driving around in my car
I’m driving too fast
I’m driving too far
I’d like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I’m waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ’bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I’m turning my head up and down
I’m turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I’m sitting here
I miss the power
I’d like to go out taking a shower
But there’s a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don’t want to sit on the lemon-tree
I’m steppin’ around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I’ll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ’bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I’m turning my head up and down
I’m turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ’bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree
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Interesting thing: we rarely understand, other persons see the same world in completly different way. I would say everybody of us lives in a different world. We see it through our emotion of this moment and nobody can have the same emotional state at the same time. I read these thoughts every day in the web. Everybody asks: what have I do? There are comments everytime all with good advises. But all wisdom of the world can't help us when emotions create "heavy cloud" in our head.
Some weeks ago there was a man in one forum that burned 2 leaves and this action, that he felt as a rite, created in his soul so great emotion that he wanted all members of that community repeat it and share with him this experience. Nobody wanted even speak with him and the man was very angry and spread bad words about everybody for different days.
I think he was angry with himself he wrote that post. Because next day he had to understand -there is nothing from the "religious rite" in the simple action to burn leaves if you don't put special feelings, special emotions in this act.
"it shouldn't be taken personally" when somebody assault you. "it's hard not to" because we have our bad emotional state too. 1 piece of negative emotion + 1 piece of negative emotion = dobble negative emotion spread around us....
The world is like a mirror you see?
smile and your friends smile back
Japanese Zen saying
